i'll be posting rants as well as opinions now, so here we go.
by saying something about hating nash grier, i believe i've actually ended a long-standing friendship.
let me just tell you: i despise nash grier. literally, i rank him up with hitler. (well, okay, that's an exaggeration, but you get the idea.)
anyway, nash grier was at my school watching his brother's football team play ours. and the next day, friday, everyone was freaking out about it.
that is, everyone besides me and a select few who a) didn't know who he is, b) hates him as much as or more than me, or c) didn't care.
so according to aforementioned friend, a football player got hayes grier's phone number. my friend had heard this from an unreliable source. (this source, like all the other girls in my grade, has a humongous crush on both the football player and hayes.)
i told this friend that i felt that this information was false due to her source. i'll admit, i was rather harsh in the way i told her this.
but what i'm getting at here is that i think we all know that person who leaves you and then comes crawling back. maybe they do that to someone else. maybe you're the one doing it.
it's the people like that that really make me dislike people.
this friend is very dear to me, and every time we argue i want to let her back in. but at the same time, i want to say, "no. stop crawling back on your knees because you don't want the guilt of offending me - or because you're tired of acting hurt - to stay on your back. i don't want to befriend you just so that you can get rid of the psychological weight that you have to carry. i will not share your burden. if you can't support the psychological load that you've been given or that you've given someone else, then you need to be careful what you say and how you react." the person i am says that. but the person i want to be takes her back, apologizes (even if it wasn't my fault and she was the one doing the offending), and then repeats the cycle.
i guess that's what i'm ranting about, then. everyone is so freaking indecisive that it will ruin us. i don't look forward to it in the least.
